The Longest Night: Day 6
today's the first day i stopped crying...but i think i feel it coming...
it's been difficult coming to terms with the fact that the past isn't coming back...that he isn't coming back...it's really scary how 2 people whose lives were so synchronously inter-twined for the longest time can turn into perfect strangers in a matter of days...how is it possible to let go of something you've taken so long and worked so hard to build up, to walk away and never look back on it ever again? how can 1 simple sentence suffice in denouncing an entire past together? was all that so susceptible to time and distance barriers? how do you stop caring for someone who was such an important part of your life, just like that?
and thus, with the dawning of Advent, i close the book on a signifiant and treasured chapter of my life.
it's been difficult coming to terms with the fact that the past isn't coming back...that he isn't coming back...it's really scary how 2 people whose lives were so synchronously inter-twined for the longest time can turn into perfect strangers in a matter of days...how is it possible to let go of something you've taken so long and worked so hard to build up, to walk away and never look back on it ever again? how can 1 simple sentence suffice in denouncing an entire past together? was all that so susceptible to time and distance barriers? how do you stop caring for someone who was such an important part of your life, just like that?
and thus, with the dawning of Advent, i close the book on a signifiant and treasured chapter of my life.
posted by benita adrianne at 5:31 PM
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